Kick start !!

Whoa! I m back in form :)
I ve re-started my music classes..after much longing to get back. My new teacher is pretty good. This time i ve even started off with bhava geethe too.. Here s my first bhava geethe...

NeEnillade NanGenideA
manasellA NinNalle NeLeyagideA
Kanasella kaNalle SereyaAgide
NeEnillade NanGenideA

NinagAgi kAdu kAdu
PaRitapisi NondE nAnu
KahiyaDa Virahada nOvu
HagaliruLu Tande nEnu

yEdeyAse Yenu yEndu NeeKanDade
NiSheyonde NanAlli Ne Tumbide
BelKonde Ninnida Na BayaSide
NeEnillade NanGenideA

Its simply an amazing composition and a wonderful feel with an excellent meaning..
Now, this is what I feel is a wonderful start...

Birthday blast !!!

This birthday is my most sentimental birthday since it s my last birthday as an enggineering student... The day started out with a li'l air of gloom (cos i had got my 6th sem results just the previuos day).. but, the evening was amazing...

As the clock struck 12, i started recieving calls from all my best-est friends... so, couldn t sleep much in the night. As ever I woke up late in the morning again... Got ready hurriedly and left to college... Got royally blasted by a few lecturers coz I did nt score well... Then, went back to class with all my mood spoilt..but, thank God my frnds were there to make me feel better... then, the usual class and seminar lecturers.....

And ah! I said the best part was the evening...yeah!!! I took my frnds for a treat.. It was a heavy downpour and we went to have chats !!! yum it was !!! and a nice chat, rather gossip i could say, with my frnds....and came back home...now, writing this blog [:)]

Not sure why !!!

I m not sure why all such things are running in my mind...
I m not sure if its good or bad...
I m not sure if such feelings have to continue...
I m not sure...

The past few weeks has really been testing my patience, tolerance-level, my sensitivity etc. a li'l too much. Too many disappointments over the last few weeks..

I stopped my music classes [:(]damn !!! My heart throbing with shear regret...
I learnt some truth... and it was the first time I realised how bitter is truth...

A best-est friend has gone outta contact..I ve been trying really hard to get in touch with you..But, it s really sad that you aren t replying...you dunno how much i m missing you. I soo badly want to speak to you, coz i know its only you who has the patience to listen to my woes. Those days when you were by my side...those hours we spent fighting for the corner place..those minutes we spent trying to understand Doppler s effect.. those days you answered my attendence and i answered yours... those wonderful memories are disturbing me too much... And today when I really want you by my side...ur nt there...why da ?! Hope atleast your fine and happy in life....

Life is taking too many turns..all unexpected turns... I m frigthened if i m losing out in this battle... It s become more like 'struggle for existence'... [hoping to survive]

Some truth !

You Are a Super Diva

Some may complain about your diva ways, but you brush them off. You simply demand the best - and there's nothing wrong with that. Don't stomp on the little people too much though! You still need them to get to the top.

Are You a Diva?

Ringing in my ears...

I m not sure when, but I guess it was a week before my exams could commence. As ever, I was bugged studying all day. Just as I thought about some relaxation, my mobile beeped. I received an sms from Poornima asking me to watch ZKannada channel immediately. I couldn't stand the temptation. I instantaneously shut my books, flew to get the TV remote only to see myself listening to a concert by C. Ashwath, Supriya Acharya, Pallavi and troop.

It was one of the rarest concerts of its kind. A perfect blend of streaming music and magical lyrics in kannada.. I wish I had visited the concert in person. I stood dumbfound in the ambiance created by those stunning musicians... Some my favourite songs like nee sigade balondhu baale krishna, deepavu ninnade galiyu ninnade, amma naanu devarane benne kadilamma, amma ninna edeaaLadinda kalakke sikka meenu.... and many more. It s one of the rarest occasions for me because I hardly get to listen to these songs on a TV and saddest part is I don t have them on my desktop.. I ve been hunting for the lyrics, but I don t find them even online!

Hey, if any of you have the lyrics, please to give me.. Been really hunting for it....

In short an amazing event. Wish I could attend one (atleast one) personally.

Nice words!

I was all of a sudden reminded of these words sent by one of my cousins, through a greeting card. It's some 5-6 years now and I still remember these sentences... Here, I quote them for you...

Always remember,

the hills ahead

are never as steep,

as they seem

so with Faith in your heart

start upward and climb

till you reach yoour dream....

for Faith

is the mover of mountains -

There's nothing

you cannot achieve

if you have

the Courage to try it

and then the Faith

to Believe...

Results out !

I not sure if I m through... But, as expected I got blasted in my music class again. I dunno if this itself is her teaching style.. Again she says in her typical tamil accent, "nee saryave padurdilleye. Innikkavadhu paaduviyaa" [You don t sing properly at all. Will you sing correctly atleast today]. I was almost in tears when I heard her say that. I know I m not a good singer. But, I don t think I m that terrific! I m not sure what s going to happen of me at this rate. I ve almost forgotten all that I had learnt! Anyways, she is a really good teacher and a good teacher is one who drills you until you get perfect. I hope the days following are better.... Hope I get back to form.