4th December, 2010

It's been a real long time I blogged. After about almost 1 year I'm writing again. This time its about a new friend of mine Su who just passed away 2 days back.. I still can't believe that it happened and that I'm writing this blog about her. She is one those silent people who are very rare to find in this world. silent, poise, gentle...

It's almost close to two years of knowing Su. We had a lot of common interests and a kind of bonding which can't be expressed in words.. My first thought about this girl was that she must be a silent, introvert and intelligent sorta girl.. and yes, that's how she is.. But somehow we shared so many common interests that I got attached towards her. Being a reserved person myself, I had the hestitation to go speak to a new person. It took a lot of time for me to start speaking to her (which I regret so much.. I should have started getting close to you from the time I realised you are person of my kind..) But from the time I started talking to her, it was like I was talking to an elder sister-mentor-guide-friend.

She was one person with whom I could share so many things with.. books, higher studies, music,.. (the list goes on). She's the only person who herself would come to my cubicle and talk to me. It felt like a new friendship developing. After I left college I've been always thinking about my college friends, and she is one of who was so much like my college friends. I regret for not getting closer to you from begining itself. I've never seen her get angry or annoyed or irritated over anything.. Always a smiling person.

It is one of the worst days ever when I got the news of her demise.. She was a a very quiet person.. she was so quiet when she was here, and she left us also quietly.. as quiet as she is.. My her presence will always be felt, in the memories that she has left behind, in all the smiles that she has left behind for us.

Su, I really want to tell you this but I dunno how,
It's really hard to believe that you are not going to come back to office anymore, but wherever you are I know you will be looking down at us like a shinning star.. Blessing us from above.. I'm going to miss you lots and lots.. But you will always reside in our hearts as a sweet girl with all the sweet memories.. I really really want to see you and talk to you...